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闇に惑いし哀れな影よ・・・ 人を傷つけ貶めて、 罪に溺れし業の魂 ・・・ いっぺん、死んで見る?
O Pitiful shadow cloaked in darkness.
I'm here to atone for the sins that I had committed. This is my mission. In the twilight, I feel the pain and sorrows of men... The pitiful souls hidden behind the shadows, drowned in the unforgivable sins. I'll ferry these empty souls to the eternity of twilight... Emptiness filled my heart... Sometimes I do not understand the feelings I experience.. Can I understand them?
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Saturday, August 4, 2007 The Inner Voice...
The story below is a true Inner voice of someone related to this blog. A note to anyone who read this post: There're things that happened and no words can explain it. There're people who you spend days, hours, minutes and every seconds with, yet they are like strangers to you. There're people whom you met once and you will never forget... In this city, everyone is moving fast forward. Have they ever stop for one second to look around them? Have they ever notice that the trees by their house had bloom beautiful flowers? Have they ever exchanged a simple smile to the people around them when waiting for the traffic light to turn green? Like anyone on streets, she's moving forward. Her mind is occupied with work and study, forgoing everything that happened around or within this city. It's like a routine to her; study-work, work-home... One day, at the crossroad junction, she was being meet with a smile. It's a unfamiliar face but the smile seemed so warm to heart. 'Excuse me, may I know how do you get to XXX railway station?' That person smiled warmly again. She was not able to react for a moment or so.. "I...I'm going the same way too." She sounded uncertain to speak. 'I'm so glad to hear that. To be honest with you, I'm lost." the stranger laughed. The light turned green... The girl walked side by side with the stranger. For the first time in a long while, her mind was free. 'Spring had come. isn't it?' "err.. Yup, I suppose.." For the first time the girl noticed the beautiful flowers blooming at the roadside. "It's.. beautiful.." Thought the girl. During this short journey to the railway, the girl felt at the utmost relax, a feeling she had forgotten.. The stranger took an opposite train, before leaving, the stranger said ' I'm really glad to meet you today. ' With the same warm smile, the stranger left. That night, on her way back home, the girl stopped by a beautiful blooming cherry bloosam tree. She closed her eyes and felt the gentle breeze around her. She lifted her head and opened her eyes. Tiny twinkling lights greeted her... "We are living under the same sky, the sky that extends out everywhere. In this sky, countless of stars are born and die without anyone knowing it. We will never know where we will be the next moment so why not shine like the stars in the night sky?" The next day, the girl waited at the railway hoping to see the stranger again. Hours passed... She falled asleep.. she was being awaken by a cold gust of wind. The night is here. "May the moon that carries wishes heard my preyer...and may the wind that carries thoughts guide me through..." She muttered... She felt a light pat on her shoulder... 'Who are you waiting for?' The girl is being greeted by the same warm smile. "I'm... I'm waiting for a friend." 'Me too! Hey, how about having a dinner together? You have not eaten right?' The girl smiled. This is a start of a friendship, a bond stronger than any words that can discribe it... "The stars in the night sky shine on, passing through time, shining. Our feelings will someday be in someone else's heart. Look up in the night sky, the lights from the stars will guide you through. The story continues on in your heart..." I killed a Hollow at 10:08 PM |
Name: Eileen K.Hikaru Age: 20 this year... hee.. Birthday: 23/01/87 (Rmb my birthday gift..Hee.) Horoscope: Aquarius Guardian Planet: uranus Element: Wind School: Currently graduated from Ngee Ann poly.. If you really ask me what i really enjoy doing in life, I believe I will tell you, listening to Music. Esp when I'm in bad mood. Music rules my life. Without it I really find life boring. Hee.. Therefore I'm really grateful and really cant imagine if one day I lose my sense of hearing and sight. It will be the most terrible thing that could ever happen, as I cant see the beautiful lyrics written in the song which touched my heart. Below, I had put down a few songs which I really like. They are Japanese songs. sorry if you aren't Jap culture fans. By orange Range - sayonara - Walk on - Lights - Beautiful Day - Kizuna By Kinki Kids - Harmony of December - 夏模様 - Snow! Snow! Snow! - 真冬のパンセ - mou kimi igai aisenai (The 1st song that I listen to by Kinki kids) Watching anime is my next hobby in life. Sometimes in life, there are things which we can't put into real actions or there are things which makes us feel inprefect. In a make believe world, it allowed us to meke things happen. Below, I had include a few of my favourite anime. Rurouni Kenshin by Nobuhiro Watsuki -This is not the 1st anime I watched, but this is the 1st anime that make me wanna understand the art of samurai sword skills. Even to the extend of learning it. By the way, I actually prefered the comics version. Anime version allowed me to see the amazing fighting skills but Comics have a better story line. I had always see them as killer; filled with sins. In this anime, it makes me have a different view towards samurai.. In their ain't prefect life, do all the plues and minues really add up to zero? Isn't this the same logi in our life, or at least I feel is my life... Bleach - This is the lastest hit anime in Japan. The storyline begins with a shinigami from soul society being sent to the real world on an assignment. Kurosaki Ichigo is a high school student leading a normal life unti that day he met Rukia, Kuchiki Rukia, the shinigami sent to protect his town.. Bleach is not a romance anime for a sure thing. But I still hope that the creater will match this funny pair up: Ichigo and Rukia. In this anime, I found answer to questions that I'm puzzled about.. it talks about beliefs... What do you want to protect in life? Being in a noble family; what will you choose to uphold- rules or promise? 'Yozora no hoshitachi no hikari' means 'The stars light in the night sky'. This is a place which I created to share about my feelings/ thoughts/ updates. To be honest, I am a very feeling person. A lot of time I do or make a decission based on my feelings. Up till now, it had not play me out. hee.. But that does not means I will lose my sense of direction without it. This is a tiny intro about me. Not very detailed but I feel is enough. Hee.. If you happen to drop-by, please leave your 'footprint'(little msg) behind. Will certainly be great to see you around.Hee... Last but not least, all the information posted here is sololy personal comments, does not represent the stand of any organizations or related. Thanks.. [My feelings] [Favourite songs] [My thoughts] [link] [Animepaper] [Hitsugaya.org] [Imeem] [Little chibi]
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