In this still, unchangeable moments of time,
In this moment of eternity.
Remembering ones face deep with the heart,
Repeatedly, time after times.
It is only then, realizing the feeling within...

(I) Being too used to the freedom that is simple, carefree and free...
Not being used to the life that is stiff, rigid (actions and words), and repeatedly motions (routine)....

The feeling that comes from accepting and understanding is warm.
No matter it is (or not) a mistake.
For because, " that is the living me"...
The real me...

How well can ones understand one another?
No matter how long it will take,
Keep preying that one day the feelings will be felt by one another...

Before the break of dawn, I'll once again cross the distant tomorrow alone. Traces of my emotions, could be feel in the midest of the mist. And tonight, once again we'll cross path with one another.
The marks left behind by bits and pieces of my efforts are only diminishing results. As much as I try to walk that tightrope, I'll only end up a loser time after time. Taking a cynical attitude in life will be an easier task for me.
Hiding the burning inner self deep in my soul...
In the short life span of life, time passed by...
With a daybreak like this, a wonderer set off again, on a journey to the distance tomorrow. Letting ones thoughts and emotions race against another, crossing with ones dreams again.
In life, will there really be a balance between gives and takes? I believe that the in-prefect in my life. Sometimes I wonder if the plusses and minuses really add up to zero? Although destined, I will still live my life to the way I wanted. So at least let me determine how much I give & take on my own. I must change my logic at my own way, to the end of my limits.
No matter how many times I stumble because of beliefs, I will always return to (our) love. The strength that comes from being hurt is unbelievable, tonight I won't sleep well again.
Times and after times, repeating itself, looking for the return of love... Feelings that I can't extinguish, colliding with and blaming one another. Forgeting them would be an even bigger mistake.
In this eternal daybreak, I will once again head towards the distant tomorrow alone...
We have something that goes deeper than affection. Together we'll overcome the fated destiny.. I won't mind if our paths crosses with each other again tonight.

In this ever-changing world, the wheel of fate is being turn again and again. Nobody know for certain when you will be the one steering it; changing the fate of yours and the people around you.
There are many things that happened for a reason.We may not know the answer right at that point of time but we can't deny its existent.The meeting of two strangers,becoming close friends.The mystery bond between them make their meeting a miracle. From that day I believe in this chain of fate,I begin to realise that each and everyone of us in this universe is link in someway or another. The link be it weak or strong will be affected each time the wheel of fate is being turned.Someone who is a stanger to you may become your friend, while someone who is a friend will become a total stranger to you.
You can't be certain when the wheel of fate will be turned again, but where it will steer to all depends on you.

The story below is a true Inner voice of someone related to this blog.

A note to anyone who read this post:
There're things that happened and no words can explain it. There're people who you spend days, hours, minutes and every seconds with, yet they are like strangers to you. There're people whom you met once and you will never forget...

In this city, everyone is moving fast forward. Have they ever stop for one second to look around them? Have they ever notice that the trees by their house had bloom beautiful flowers? Have they ever exchanged a simple smile to the people around them when waiting for the traffic light to turn green?

Like anyone on streets, she's moving forward. Her mind is occupied with work and study, forgoing everything that happened around or within this city. It's like a routine to her; study-work, work-home... One day, at the crossroad junction, she was being meet with a smile. It's a unfamiliar face but the smile seemed so warm to heart.

'Excuse me, may I know how do you get to XXX railway station?' That person smiled warmly again.

She was not able to react for a moment or so..

"I...I'm going the same way too." She sounded uncertain to speak.
'I'm so glad to hear that. To be honest with you, I'm lost." the stranger laughed.

The light turned green... The girl walked side by side with the stranger. For the first time in a long while, her mind was free.

'Spring had come. isn't it?'
"err.. Yup, I suppose.." For the first time the girl noticed the beautiful flowers blooming at the roadside. "It's.. beautiful.." Thought the girl.

During this short journey to the railway, the girl felt at the utmost relax, a feeling she had forgotten.. The stranger took an opposite train, before leaving, the stranger said ' I'm really glad to meet you today. ' With the same warm smile, the stranger left.

That night, on her way back home, the girl stopped by a beautiful blooming cherry bloosam tree. She closed her eyes and felt the gentle breeze around her. She lifted her head and opened her eyes. Tiny twinkling lights greeted her...

"We are living under the same sky, the sky that extends out everywhere. In this sky, countless of stars are born and die without anyone knowing it. We will never know where we will be the next moment so why not shine like the stars in the night sky?"

The next day, the girl waited at the railway hoping to see the stranger again. Hours passed... She falled asleep.. she was being awaken by a cold gust of wind. The night is here.

"May the moon that carries wishes heard my preyer...and may the wind that carries thoughts guide me through..." She muttered...

She felt a light pat on her shoulder...

'Who are you waiting for?'

The girl is being greeted by the same warm smile.

"I'm... I'm waiting for a friend."

'Me too! Hey, how about having a dinner together? You have not eaten right?'

The girl smiled. This is a start of a friendship, a bond stronger than any words that can discribe it...

"The stars in the night sky shine on, passing through time, shining. Our feelings will someday be in someone else's heart. Look up in the night sky, the lights from the stars will guide you through. The story continues on in your heart..."

"Mist covers the mountain peaks.
Now they do not pierce the clouds.
Could I climb such peaks?
Why does the world deceive us?"

Can we really believe what our eyes see?
As I live longer in this world, my eyes are being cover by both good and bad.
Most often then not, our eyes only see things which are on the surface. Therefore they are only false assumptions.
Layers and layers of mask covered the truth within. Drained and tried by the repeated misplace of trust...
When will the truth be uncovered?
When will the mist be overcome by the wind?
This is the reason why I enjoyed the company of the wind... Truths are being uncovered times after after times. They make me see and feel with my heart.